tired. n hit by unwanted comments.

monday.

jap is first lesson!!! yEAHHH.. how exciting as usual.. but then when need to practise dialogue.. noboday wanna do it with me. sad case.. so i tok to myself.. hahaha

med chem. erh.. excuse me.. wad the heck are u trying to say mr. lecturer?

bio chem. die mayb my brain is dysfunctioned... why can't i get wad is he trying to say either?

aniwae.. after that spent the afternoon in lib trying quite hard to research on something that i'm not sure of... hahha.a. then wanted to get it doubled checked with the demostrator as i would hav to conduct an expt with wad i developed with my research materials.. so i patiently waited to 5pm (my class end at 2pm, did research till 3pm) to tok to my demostrator.. and she chased me home.. guranteeing that 100% everything will just on well tml.. but i'm stil paranoided. thus explaining why the hell i'm awake at this hr.

so quite disappointed with my demo's ans.. but wad can i do.. so i went to table tennis club and play ping pong.. while stil worrying abt how my experiment going to b tml.. a call came.. from my 3rd year coursemate A..
A: "Heyyy.. do you know about pharmacokinetics.. and the proj we had to do...."
Me: "erh.. i don't do any other 3rd yr subj other than med chem??"
A: "ohhh.. ya... sorry... bye!"
after the phone call.. once again reminded of wad a failure i am.. gettin retained...
then after an hr.. 3rd year coursemate B called...
B: "heyyy.. did A call you? you know abt pharmacokinetics..."
Me: "erh.. i don't do any other 3rd yr subj other than med chem??"
B: "oh.. right.. sorry.. bye!"
yes.. i noe A and B didn't do it on purpose.. and actually more like out of gd startin pt of trying to info me of something impt abt studying.. but BOTH of them already knew that i'm not doing any other subj other than med chem even before this... it's just the equivalent of there's this party going on.. and frenz are calling ard to spread some additional info of the party.. and u're not invited. hrm. this 2 calls just combined together and poked me right where it hurts... i dunno.. but it's jus weird.. upset me for awhile.. but i've kinda recovered...

i've just decided to call myself a yr 2. i dun really care animore.. since it's easier to act like i just started on something then to actually tell other pple i'm 3rd yr but not really 3rd yr.

oh ya. i came to do the thing that kuan tag me on. ahhaha.. shall delay it to tml~ =P