wEird

i'm turning 19 sOOn~ anD i sHall preSent a earlY thx tO kUan and fAng tO onCe again sEnd me bDae present.. but then it haven arrive thouGh...

suddenly feel like posting here... cause i'm feeling wEird... feeling weIrd abt waD? suddenly i feel like hiding frm evEryone.. spend my birthday in sOlitude. i noe i gonna regret it if i realli did it.. haha.. but dunno why i juz have this feeling now...

every time near my bdae.. when i realise wad pple are planning for my bdae... like celebrations and stuff.. i wanna run away... somehow i juz dun like it... dunno.. i'm such a weirdo eh....

aiyah dunno.. .. and finally i wld like to say.. "I HATE MY RMMATE.. SOMEHOW JUST A MERE LOOK AND A SINGLE SOUND FROM HER WLD PISS ME OFF"... i'm such a hateful person.. sighzz... each yr.. i kinda feel i'm gettin worse.. stepping into the darker hateful hole.... URGGGHH BUT SHE IS JUZ TOO IRRITATING. ARGH

sIghz.. i juz will NEVER learn my lessons

sIghz.. long absence.. busy with freaking uni... realli hate uni.. URGhz. today got back my medicinal chemistry test.. crap.. failed. pretty badly 9/23.. like wad the... my chemistry going down the drain.. sighz.. what did i do again this semester... slp during lectures.. slack back home.. i muz say i did work abit more.. but obviously that.. ABIT is not helping much.. depressing.. ard 1 month to exam.. i realli must push myself to do whatever i can... i cannot afford to fail. there's no room for mistakes. I need to pass.. i don't wanna go thru this again...

when will i ever learn my lesson that last minute studying won't ever get me anywhere... =_(

PS. checked test result with my uni mates (aka Jun, Poh Lin (don't think u all seen their pics yet) and my rmmate...) hate hate hate how the whole list of results came out.. and she stil dare come ask me which one is your mark.. press salt on wound man~ BLOODY HELL.. HATE YOU. ask once not enough.. i say fail liaO loH~ shit. then she say which one is yours?? WAH LAU.. BRAINLESS SENSELESS... i don't wad else can i scold u liaO.. URGGGGGGHHHH!!

the famous Jacarda tree in the main quadrangle when it blooms in summer looks really nice.. but then i missed the chance to take a pic of it then.. i can alwaes do it next yr... =P 

made of sandstones... erh.. and oh.. u can alwaes chose to take weddin photos here.. my uni doesn't want to miss any chance to make money.. yup.. and that will be 200 bucks per hr if u wanna take weddin photos here... 

suddenly feel like puttin up some pics of my uni.. this is like the ONLY presentable part.. most of the rest of the campus looks as if they're falling apart... 

mY cup of mOchA... they can even do coffee art.. seh seh sia. make their logo on the coffee... and the coffee is nice too.. of cos abit more ex then normal coffee that u get ard~ but worth it!! 

the cafe is realli small.. quite euro i feel.. small and cosy....strong aroma of coffee...  

Campos Coffee~ 1 of the top 5 cafes in Sydney~ situated near my school.. so sneaked there to drink a cup of coffee with my friends today during our 2 hr lunch break... 

Requested Photos~

photos posted are requested by Xinyu~ hahahah... but actualli shld let u all see see how is my small tiny pathetic place.... my exam timetable is out... sad case...

juz right behind my table.. my filled bookshelf... and more boxes.. and a small set of drawers for other rubbish.. bottom lvl of shelves got past year notes, up one lvl is reference bks, up one lvl are dictionaries, notebks, up one lvl are current semester notes, up one is current textbooks, up one more is juz cds and some empty files... so much rubbish.. i need a new bookshelf soon lah.. aiyoh.. where got space man... 

view of my space frm the main door.. i took up half the space of the living room... how i wish i can move out and get my own room soon...alot of friends like my jap looking "partitioning" thingy, hahah.. but more interested in like those old movies.. to wet their finger and poke a hole in the partition.. since made of rice paper.. crazy pple... 

my "working" area.. and playgrd.. basically i do everything here.. including sleep(falling aslp on my table lah...).. hahahah, nothing much.. table level hav a super bright flurosent lamp since i like super bright environment. but stil i have a table lamp when i juz watching movies or playing game...2nd lvl got my hi-fi,printer...3rd lvl are the horrible amount of boxes with alot of my crap inside.. hahaha... 

she even have Michelin tires... cooL rite... 

My new babY~~~ cost me a bomb... ate up half of the income i had last yr.. argh... but it's worth it...