missin for one month.. but i won't bother to fill in the gaps

as usual.. i never ever did achieve wadeva i wanted to do durin the holz and sch has already restarted.. is in a mess currently.. got issues to settle... or plainly saying.. i failed one subj and I DON'T KNOW WAD IS GOIN TO HAPPEN.. so don't ask me.. might update if i manage to find out more..

failin this subj is really my own fault.. but it does make me think.. u noe the results frm other subj.. like some subj i did really finish(or kinda) study them.. but the score doesn't come out right at all... wadz wrong here.. is it a problem of intelligence?(can't help that can i?) or studyin method... or really my memory problem... i dunno.. i'm kinda lost here.. don't know who can i approach for this kinda prob.... though i cld already foresee some replies comin frm pple:"u noe.. if u're juz not the clever kind, study harder... like the chinese saying, use hard work to make up for the bit u don't hav"... i personally believe it's the memory problem.. when i say i have memory prob.. i seriously hav one... any way.. i shld stop whining.. and get things done.

LAZINESS hAve taken mE this Far. nOw It's tImE to StarT pUshinG....time to sacrifice some joy and entertainment as a punishment to my poor performance. GO GO GO!