enjoying uni (for once) and the fight?

wk 3 just passed.. and... i seem to be enjoying uni, at least on wed... my schedule now is pretty full.. not bcos of work but bcos of the club activities i'm participating in... on wed, i had the jap cultural club's conversational workshop, where native jap pple teach you how to speak jap.. and it was an enjoyable 2 hrs... it was just abt making frenz, joking ard and learning a new lang at the same time.. =D

well now abt the fight.. hrmz.. well firstly i must announce that my dislike towards my, as know to many here, irritating hsemate is improving.. i think cos i no longer do the same subjs as her, i'm relieved of the stress that i naturally generate.. no more competition, no more stress.. thus the "fight" is between winnie and my rmmate...mostly bcos winnie is stern on her words when she scold my rmmate and my rmmate finally is collapsing with winnie's attitude and calculative-ness...

打不過而退縮是一種寵壞別人的行為嗎? i'm kinda stuck in the middle.. part of me do side with winnie, but part of me actually side with my rmmate as well.. but the prob is.. i'm not as fierce (in a sense) and "stand up for myself" kinda person compared to winnie... sometimes even if i voice up.. i stil lose... thus sometimes issues come up but i jus giv up on tokin abt it.. or even scared that if i fight with her.. would i cause her to fall back into depression? or am i just worrying too much? as my rmmate(ok yea. time to learn her name, cindy) says that i'm spoiling her... sighz.. wad a mess...

i didn't realli elaborate on wad are the actual incidence that happen.. cos there are quite a few.. and just too tedious to describe them the proper way so u all get the whole picture.. i stil lack the language skills to express myself properly...