hrmm.. just got my retainers today.. they are. uncomfortable... i hav to hav them on for the next 3 months, day and night.. i can't tok properly (and somehow gav me some weird accent according to my fren).. you know those protectors pple put on during boxing.. it feels something like those... i have to take them out when i eat.. and i just realise i can't even drink pearl milk tea properly with them inside.. as it's really wires connecting to a "plate" so the plates kinda stop me from feeling what i have in the mouth...
somehow.. i felt that things that are happening ard me or on me are sending this msg abt treasuring things while i have them.. studies, friends, being able to brush my teeth again without the metals, and now actually able to speak properly and drink bubble tea without having a weird feeling in the mouth...
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i just watched 電車男... yea.. i'm outdated.. as usual.. this movie think was a hit ages ago.. maybe some of u have yet to watch it.. since u all are more into western entertainment.. so i will do a quick summary.. basically was abt this guy.. who's like a geek.. low self-confidence, dressing code is bad, hangs out at places in japan that's equivalent to sim lim sq, works as IT support in office.. isolated and lonly.. he's also on the online forums.. and there was once he met this lady in the train.. and helped her when she got disturbed by drunk on the train.. he posted the chain of events that follow on the forums.. and slowly.. more and more online people took notice of his posts.. esp. quite a few main ones that often posted/commented to his posts, supporting him.. giving him ideas about going after this lady...
it was just a touching story.. i don't know is it really a true story since the dvd box actually put down a "true love story" on the cover.. i kinda hope that it's true.. as it does remind people like me.. who's super paranoid over pple who hides behind their avatars, nicks and rants on online.. i use to feel that they're detached from real life.. unable to interact.. and even build a new personality of themselves online... that sometimes the dramatic stories online can actually be true, and pple who helps.. are really helping... not just mocking them in a way.. it was like a small community of friends he had online.. he cld tok to them.. it just feels gd to see things like this happening.. as most of the big forums now.. just have too many pple.. pple who are just there to frus and throw out whatever anger they hav at real life into the virtual world (actualli i rather they do that then to do anything stupid in real life).. but just doesn't provide the cosy feeling... the movie also made me felt like i shldn't judge pple by their looks which i do... i see a shabby person and the image just comes as.. urghz.. they don't even bother to present themselves properly and wad not that kinda thing.. yes.. it's a horrible quality.. and i noe i shldn't do that.. but somethings are difficult to change... really not a bad movie.. and i recommend it to u guys~
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then again.. i wanna add something to this entry.. hahaha some of my friends stil do visit.. at long intervals.. n one of them actually said that my writing is improving.. hrm. i read back a few blogs back.. got improve meh? hahah really compared to other pple i somehow stil think my writing stil lack gd quality.. dunno.. i read others blogs.. somehow they write it.. even small little things.. can seem interesting.. things that wld have been difficult for me to express and they just present it out and i cld picture the whole situation in my head.. i guess that's why i won't ever end up in a career in writing.. since i lack the talent in that field...
2nd wk of semester passed.. i was just being over-nervous for the experiment as everything went pretty well the next day.. it's just that i having trouble in preservering in working consistently on my lectures again.. hrm. guess it's my compulsiveness that's making me feel that way. like for 1 lecture, i wanna make sure i got all notes possible down from the lecturer, check through the recording again to ensure nothing is omitted, then read the textbk reference again to make sure some impt points are added in as well and write a NEAT summary on it for easy studying. that doesn't take 1 hr to do.. so for 1 lecture i spend at least 3-4 hrs working on it.. which really isn't very efficient.. but when i try to force myself not to be so picky over being neat and complete.. i feel uncomfortable, i cldn't study, i just feel like i didn't complete the whole sequence... ahhaha guess this is wad they call ocd (obsessive-compulsive disorder).. dunno wad to do.. hahah oh ya.. n i yet to do the tag thing. woops.. hahah do now do now... =P
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