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ok... to pple who keep on checking back for updates... this is a BIG SORRY FROM ME... SORRY SORRY!!...

guess u've been waiting.. but i must say... i have so much to say but i'm too tired... i have... finalli collapsed... metally,emotionally collapsed...after a 3 yrs since 'that' incident(to those who are not involved. forget it. dun ask me abt it. it SUCKED. to those who are involved,that's the thing that's affecting me)

this is affecting me so much, today i realli had the thot of jumping down the train rails, walking out onto the road and stand there. serious. not scaring u all.. i'm seeking help soon, from the sch counsellor. i wanna go psychologist.. do those.. hypnosis that make u forget stuff.. i dun wanna remember that incident animore... sorry dudes, i can't say animore.. i juz feel the tears coming back.. though my eyes are all dry now.. cried for 30mins today..URGHZ...

one last thing..: TO LAU YEE CHENG, i dun think u wld eva read these, but if someone decides to pass this to u.. U FREAKIN COWARD. U RUIN MY LIFE I WANNA STRANGLE U, KILL U. U DUN EVEN DARE SAY SORRY TO ME DIRECTLI.. U BLOODY IDIOT, DUN THINK RUNNIN BACK TO MSIA WILL SAVE U, SOMEDAY U WILL PAY, till mayb if i actualli attain the level of forgivesness(which the church gav an interesting definition: forgiveness means i will not hurt u for hurting me. sorry i have not reach that level yet.. till then, if u see me, RUN FOR YOU LIFE.)

i'm tired. i'm in a mess...