SOBZ!!!!! somebody tell me... tell me... i know there's a price to pay for everything in this world. nothing comes for nothing. the price might not just be monetary, it might be time, effort, brain power.. wadeva.
i think i mention here before.. i've injuried my knee last yr... with 2 physiotherapist, 1 sports doctor, 1 orthapedic surgeon.. all telling me that's it. my ligament is snapped. n the only way for it to heal is to do a surgery to reconstruct my ligament.
i dunno wad to do.. at first i thot juz do it. as long as i get back my knee... then i read more and more abt it.. and it's starting to freak me out...the price to pay is not cheap,
i need to put in
money: surgery, physiotherapy (at least 6 mths, with up to 3time/wk)
time: to do all the rehab exercise (pple describing it as part time work)
effort/preseverance: to continue despite of pain, no improvement
n after all that, i might not recover to how i originally is, i can exercise but most pple have said that they are juz satisfied that they can run.. pple that continue to do their vigorous exercise tend to say that they juz snapped the ligament AGAIN.
but i'm not going to settle for juz running.. comparing it to my current situation of fearing to do any exercise.. it's better than nothing.. but then put in all that amount of money, time and effort i wld wanna recover till i shall not fear in doing anything. i wanna go ski again, i wanna skydive.i wanna LIVE my life.
ARGH. ARGH ARGHHHH.. one worrying yr after another. sighz.
going for MRI scan on wed... hav to wait half a mth before i will get to tok to my doc again. Wad shld i do???
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ster!!!! no matter what u gonna do about ur knee, i will support u. cos i know how painful all these are. u can complain to meeeee!!
oh no!
that's terrible... please take care of yourself. you're still young, there's a long way to go.
i would say, get it fixed, then be careful. if you don't get it fixed, it may get worse as you get older.
AND ALWAYS BE CAREFUL!
hello. i guess. you have to fix it. come on, being able to walk and do light running is better than none. eh, my advice would be your knee is more impt. whether you can do extreme exercises again, you have to do what's the best for your health.
to run again, perservere! maybe after a few years when you have fully recovered, you can try stuff like skiing again. =)
thankz for everything.. i love u guyz so much.. kuan.. if i really decide to do the surgery.. i will certainly feel how u felt.. cos i wun be able to run for 3 mths.. which is like nothing compared to your years...
but... it doesnt matter to me that i cannot run. cos even if i can, i dun run. unless it's chasing after the bus ahahaha!!
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