I've been watching da chang jin for like 2 days none stop.. hahah stil not sick of it.. if i brought it back to aus bet i will watch it for 24hrs till i finish the whole series..
while watching.. chang jin's virtues realli hits the spot in me.. where it makes me wanna b as motivated as her... as hardworkin as her.. sigh.. unfortunately i jus noe i dun hav the willpower to go that far..
this few days abit more free.. chat on msn with a few of my pharmacy mates (will b shortened to call them "pharmies").. n most of them have successfully move on to 3rd yr... w/o a single failure ( i think tt can even incl my irritating hsemate).. also most of them found PAID jobs...how irritated can i get? VERY. i mus admit here that i'm competitive inside, but i never ever bother or too lazy to work hard enuff to compete with others.. thus resulting in current state.. it's gonna b tough next yr for me.. as i'm requesting in overloading so i can finish the course at initial predicted time of 4 yrs or i will b turned down and see my irritating hsemate graduate b4 me. ARGH. i'll probably go crazy... i wanna graduate~ i wanna graduate~ i wanna graduate..
sigh.. my previous plan of studying biochem haven even start yet... i see already then i sad liao.. WAH.. pls pls.. grant me the permission to overload.. probably i can't get all these done b4 christmas since now the lecturer's are in hols mood already...
sian ah.
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