raRRGhh.. i've fallen sick. again. weather had been pretty crappy over here in aus, hot and rainy, hot and rainy, plus the extra stress i've got for this exam... urGhz...
one thing bad abt knowing more abt diseases.. u noe wad u can or cannot do..
i've learnt that all those cold medicine on the market is nothing but does only symptomic relieve. i never knew that... as the lecture notes say "a cold last for 7 days, take medicine for cold, it will still last for 7 days".. juz that the medicine will relieve symptoms like block nose and stuff for u.. so u won't feel that horrible...
it all started when i got this "urky" feeling of mucus or something stuck at the back of ur nose and not yet down to ur throat... then overnight this built up.. it's juz continuously irritating me and caused me to have a itchy throat this morning.. then the mucus builds up but not enough for me to blow it out.. so it's juz a stuffed up nose with urky stuff irritating me and a itchy throat... wad else.. omG... how am i going to study with this irritating cold.. distracting
i wanna study.. or shld i say, i NEED to study. i'm on extra stress condition this period of time... for the whole wkend i have been feeling that the exam is coming like tml.. but it's more like next wk.. but i juz feel outta time.. i dun wanna hav wad happen to me last semester to repeat again.. i wanna go on to Yr 3 without having a big headache over wad subj i can't take and how long my course is getting delayed and how much more money am i costing my parents to pay...
contradictory to all comments abt how rich i am.. i am not... my parents can barely support me to let me study here...i'm like one of the poorest singaporean i can find here among my other sg-mates.. all the others live in hsese and condos.. and me.. juz in a HDB flat... thus i need to graduate.. fast.
winnie and derek is being extremely supportive of me.. but i feel so weak (more of mentally) i can't push my self to study.. i'm so gonna regret it again. i'm juz a crapper as usual eh.. juz tok and no work. I HATE HATE HATE this. no. i'm not gonna let so many pple down, nor let myself down.
*breathe in**breathe out* ok.. i'm gonna go slp now and wake up tml and do QUALITY AND EFFICIENT STUDYING... hope i can do it... oh no.. it's I CAN DO IT. *psychoing myself... *
my exam timetable is HORRIBLE.
7th: Pharm Prac (Theory)
9th: Pharm Microbiology
10th: Pharmacology
11th: Physical Pharmaceutics
14th: Medicinal Chem
15th: Biochem (need to score 60 and above or i'm in big trouble)
16th: Physiology
17th: Pharm Prac (Oral)
basically all need to pass.. special attention to biochem needed... anyway.. jia you to all other pple who are going to hav exams..
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