Desensitised.

random post out of no where.. when who cares anyway.. bet i was missing for so long no body even come in to check anymore.. anyway...

i am sort of desnsitised...
this was the idea brought up by one of my wing chun instructors.. he tells me that after all the exposure to sparring(like fight each other) during trainings, i will not be as stunned if suddenly some dude on the st juz decides to throw me a punch... and he demostrated as he juz decide to throw me a punch after that sentence.. and i didn't even like move back or wadeva.. i juz stood there... doesn't realli prove his point cos i noe that the instructors can't really whack us.. since we're so much weaker compared to them... dah.. they can kill me very easily at the level that they're at...

anyway.. realise i'm desensitised in another way.. other then pple beating up each other, yesterday night i was studying.. suddenly i heard screaming.. but i ignored it.. like totally filtered it... since i live in the city and there are juz tons of drunkens and party animals at nite that like to scream and shout and sing whereever they go.. annoying at first and now use to it and just filter it out.. not until like the screaming continued for like 5mins then i realise this may indicate something wrong.. looking out of my window, i can see a well-lit alley... there's this 2 gals there on the floor.. screaming away.. don't know what's happening.. soon pple frm the opp apartment started to come out of their aptment and look down.. pple on the st went to check out wadz happening.. i still dunno wad happened.. robbery? rape? no idea... anyway their frenz reached after a while and 1 of the gals juz kept on crying and crying...

sadly to say.. i'm desensitised to danger of other pple in the city... if something like a rape was happening.. it wld hav helped if i check it out right away and called the police since there's a police station like 2-3blks away... not too faraway.. might hav caught the rapist or something.. living in the city realli seems to be a bad idea eh... hrm i dunno.. anyway.. suddenly thot of this and juz wanted to blog it

now back to studying.. 1.5wks more. URGHZ