counting down to going back home~

packing packing and packing. hrm. damn it. cannot stop packing stuff.. stuff juz constantly pops up. oMG. save me... tml is my drivin exam.. but it's been pouring for a few days in a row already.. hope it doesn't rain tml~ then i can juz drive as normal.. hahah raining so diff to drive...

today i juz realise i've been reading quite a lot of bks (textbks not counted~ hahaha) this yr...
-Harry PotPot (all 6 bks available)
-Pride and Prejudice
-1 detective bk written by agatha christy
and i'm going to start on the first bk of chronicles of narnia... hahah

it was fun to read pride and prejudice, i watched the movie, then read the bk.. cld understand it better since i cld visualise the scenes frm the movie... alot of things had a deeper meaning into it.. prolly do a more thorough read when i feel like it.. but now~ juz wanna move on to the chronicles since most pple say nice~~

ok slack finish.. back to packing.

holz~

been havin holz for awhile.. but stil my abnormal slpin pattern remains.. horrible.. taking my drivin exam next wk.. muz b super alert.. hahah.. very bad if i drive ard in dazed mode.. hopefully can pass... if not really knock my head against the wall lah..

this holidays seems pretty busy to me.. but then again... have tons of stuff on "to-do list" but not enuff motivation to do it also no point. sighz. i can't stop thinkin abt my results. not yet announce~ or else i wld either b whinining away/jumping ard here depending whether i pass or fail. when i say pass or fail i refer to all the subj.. 1 fail is in some way equivalent to overall fail to me. sux. dunno when will it b out. damnit. the suspense kills..

nothing much to do this few days, playing tons of mini-games online and going for my drivin lessons... suppose to pack for home too.. but that kinda sux.. cos i always hav trouble deciding wad to pack and wad not to pack.

was really glad to read on fang's blog abt being happy to see me~ hahah.. i dunno.. as i mentioned in a previous blog entry, i'm a freaking paranoid... dunno if that wld change.. but haha.. no matter how gd a fren u are to me, some way along the line, i had doubts. whether i'm really ur gd fren or not. i do understand abt the points being u might b high up in my list yet i mite juz b an avg dude on ur list. blah. anyway b4 i venture any deeper... ya i'm juz glad to noe that i'm kinda somewhere on other's list as well... if u're lost by now abt wad i'm tokin abt hahaa.. it's ok, i'm stopping anyway.. got driving lesson tml.. gtg slp~~ fix back my slpin time...

up to todaY~

been lagging abit since running ard or else rest and slp like mad..

thus the late bloggin of wad happened past few days... friday celebrated poh lin's bdae by going to the park and underestimated travelling time.. hahah took forever to reach the place~ but the place is nice.. so i hope that she like it.. next time upload some photos here... then went to the italian forum to makan.. and ate her mango cake.. hahaha she loves mango... then at night went to pick serene up from her hotel to go supper at the rocks.. pancakes.. long queue.. but the food is gd as usual.. after which also brought her to nearer the harbour to take pic of opera hse and the bridge.. so many birds flying ard the architecture.. dunno why.. abit the disgustin too.. next time she upload the pic i gonna steal it frm her and post it here cos her camera more keng... can capture.. hahahah

sat... slpt in, woke up for dental appointment, come back slp somemore.. at night went out for dinner with my fren, hazalea who's heading back to m'sia on sunday...her bags got stolen while she was moving her hse, she left her bag in the car then pple smash the windows and took it.. luckily she found it.. really lucky.. never expect the bags to b found...

sunday is rest rest rest.. tired... then wake up and watch tons of series.. grey's anatomy, full metal panic, smallville...

monday~ todaYY! went to yum cha with teri, winnie, shindi.. then they went ta watch movie.. me going to dental appointment later then head to aus idol final at opera hse~~

tons of things not settled.. i'm not happy of myself at the rate i'm doing my stuff.. erks. efficient come on. gotta run.. dental appointment in 15 mins.. and yet i haven brush my teeth again after lunch..wahahaha..

8th Exam: Oral exam

freaked out. why? cos i'm juz a crazy gal who just cannot wake up. scheduled for the exam in uni for 11.45-12.00pm.. what happened? i woke up at 12pm. WAH!?!?! yes.. i woke up at 12pm.. that's when my exam suppose to end.. damn it damn it damn it.. rushed to sch and reached at 12.15pm.. luckily their schedule was pushed back.. i was so nervous.. sighz.. and i gonna the barrier that i didn't expect to come out.. sighz forget it.. i am so tired out by this exams.

now it's jus abt waitin for the results..

after that went home to celebrate a belated Mel's bdae... then shop shop ard with her for gifts to bring back home... then i stopped at Kino with winnie to search for a place to jalan on friday for poh lin's bdae.. finally chose the south side of botany bay national park where captain cook, the first english to land on aus landed.. went home with a super hungry stomach and really empty brain(felt so drained)

later after late dinner went to visit serene at her hotel.. superb big hotel rm with super big bed.. saw the pamphlets of the nokia N series.. all look so cooL feeling a bit tempted... chat awhile and went back le....

7th Paper: Physiology

this paper is such a blur... by the time i reach this paper i'm so gone in terms of mood and my brain had already given up studying~ anyway.. i was so slpy during the exam that I fell aslp so freakin many times that the examiner also buay tahan i guess.. alwaes come check on me.. hahaha.. oh well.. dunno what was she thinking mayb like "what's wrong with this gal".. finally near the end of paper she even pick up my student card to see see wadz my name.. hahahaha.. my gdness...

the protesting pple.. omg. spare me. 

forgot to put this up earlier on.. i hereby presents.. the Graffiti of the Year award to this graffiti, found on approx 35-40 floor of this stil building meriton tower~~ hahah 

6th paper: Metabolism and Genes (aka Biochemistry)

shall response to the records no. of comments for my post yesterdaY~
kuan: I didn't condemn u k.. look properly wad i wrote... haiYo.. i saying pple who dun eat juz to b skinny/stay skinny, not ur kind that's naturally skinny.. READ PROPERLY.. =P
fang: hahah sorry la~ me mayb a bit too harsh onli~ haha kinda cranky yesterday as i was trying to study biochem and i'm juz totalli stressed then went blog surfing and saw ur entry... woops.. sorry sorry~~ dun sad k... u can always learn baking.. it's not that hard.. start with those ready-to-make cookie mixture la, just add some egg and butter then mix mix mix then scoop out properly and lay them out and bake. super nice!!.. i make before le~ not at my place though hahaa the oven is not touched for nearly 2 whole years.. scared with explode =P and i think when u meet someone u like then u won't really think too much abt the dream guy/gal u had in mind for dunno how many years... hahah so u might b able to overcome that sweetness barrier (woops thinking too much of my coming oral exam.. overcoming barriers. oMG)

well today today.. i dunno wad to say, i dunno wad to expect to see on my results slip.. i was so tired.. i tried to mug.. frm yesterday nite till this noon... and rushed off for exam.. didn't realli have too much stuff in my mind even after so much studying, biochem is just like physics to me, doesn't make too much sense... and when it doesn't make sense, i dun rem them at all.. anyway i went to the exam, super tired.. nothing helped, i drank a bottle of chicken essence before going for the exam, but still too tired so slpt during the paper 5-10mins.. then tried to do as many questions as possible dunno laHH~ it's over. juz hope i dun need to do it again.. i stared at the questions, thinking no matter how long i wld've spent on the topic, i wldn't have improved too much..

yesterday nite while studying~ winnie offered to help me... really really appreciate it.. i went from ZERO idea of wad the heck is all those dna rna rrna mrna trna to a very basic knowledge which really helped while trying to cram in the more advanced stuff.. she's done with her exam yesterday and she cld hav juz laid back and rest and slp earli or wadeva.. anything but read more on sch stuff.. but stil she took my lecture notes and read.. i'm really touched.

just before going for exam, winnie found a baby fish in her fish tank... like so amazing... juz a very very tiny black dot.. but by the time i came back frm exam, the baby die liao.. so fragile.. we can't even see the body.. it's like it's melted like that...

oh oh.. and OMG. this morning.. was trying soo soo hard to concentrate on my biochem.. when these pple decided to hav a protest.. SHOUUUT onli.. damn it. wanted to chuck things down on them liao.. yea i mean i understand i can't b so selfish to say i hav exams and my worries are the biggest, the workers downstairs are probably disadvantaged in some ways thus the protesting.. sighz.

5th Paper: Medicinal Chemistry

hrm.. i dunno wad to say except that pple are down right LAZY. no i'm not saying myself, though it's a fact that i'm lazy.. but today's paper.. all they did was combine the 2003,2004 paper.. and here u go.. 2005 paper. how cool is that. hrm i shldn't realli complain actually as long as they stay lazy, all i need to do is run through past papers, learn the ans for the MCQs and memorise the ans for short questions. i was too tired yesterday night after concert and didn't really go through the past papers thoroughly.. and i thought that what came out last year, wldn't come out this year. wrong strategy~

tml's biochem exam is pretty impt for me.. well all exam is impt (to pass), but tml. 60% and above PLLSSSS there's no point and passing every other subj and not get 60% and above for tml.. then i will hav soOOO much ma fan stuff to do, waste more time in uni, waste more money, blah...

this is for fang, (since i cannot tag on her blog and i see no place to leave comments), i don't know does she ever drop by but who cares.. i'm just gonna write it and hope someday she will read it.
stop being so unconfident of urself... how many times must i tell you that.. how can i convince u that u will not hav a lack of partner due to how u look. you hav a fab personality n it just takes time for pple to know u~ appreciate u...guys that juz go for looks doesn't worth a cent.. no matter how pretty some pple are now, we'll age, and wrinkles will appear, and eventually we juz look on average pretty bad, then that kinda guys will leave.. wad for? a flaw in character is so much more HORRIBLE then imperfect-ness on the outside.. whoever is perfect? those extremely skinny pple who tried to keep themself skinny by not eating? why collapse to the moronic social ideals? juz b yourself. even that hsemate of mine found someone (as much as we thot they gonna break within a month, they are stil together now.. birds of the same feather flock together.. OMG).. it's juz abt meeting the person and the timing of it.. there's stil time...

mayb i shld juz change back the title to something related to memory~ i forgot something again.

forgot to post abt how i had this HORRIBLE nightmare.

here goes,
i was sitting infront of my comp, lookin at the screen, it's at the student admin screen where our exams result is displayed.. i anxiously checked my score. OMG OMG OMG I"M SO DEAD SO DEAD> one of the subj had a HUMONGOUS (no there's nothing wrong with font size.. juz that it stands out) 36 written on the final results, and the grade "FAIL" next to it. OMG. damn it. really "oops i did it again" i wanted to see wad subj was that.. and only saw the unit started with a "P" the rest is a blur.. just when i wanted to start elimination by checking other subj then see which subj i dun hav the score then i noe wad is that subj, i woke. OMG. I HATE THIS KINDA DREAM. i have so many units starting with P. doh.

last semester it was the dream abt me going into my med chem exam w/o noeing a thing thus resulting in me frantically studying med chem..this semester is a straight fail. OMG. -.-

ooh ooh i forgot

some observations for the night.. realise ang mo concert and asian concert v. diff.. asian ones in my impression is they sing long long.. like 2hrs? i dunno can't rem.. with fancy costumes, funky dance steps... with a whole grp of dancers behind here.. first hr they get some grp to sing as a support grp for like first hr.. then after that later 1-1.5 hrs then the main singer come out and sing sing with the band...i learnt something new again~~

Concert!!

i will not be surprised if i get pple leaving comments like "u are crazy" hahah after i post.. since i went to a concert... in the middle of exam period... but it's free u see.. and i quite like her songs. 1st ever winner for the idol competition (i'm avoiding popular search keywords... =P) anyway.. she's realli gd live! real gd show.. worth the time i took off studying (well anything wld b worth as long as it's not studying~ MUAHAHA) this thus explain why i hav so many pictures posted as i was storing alot of pic on my camera but just didn't felt like loading them into the comp.. now~ perfect! so by scanning thru the pics.. u get a simple idea of wad i hav been doing for this few months.. did i mention i might be going to the 2005 aus idol final at opera hse... wahahahha *avoids the tomatoes and eggs being thrown*

anyway.. time to get back to studyIN~~ hahha i'm soooo dead. lalala.. who's fault? my fault~

wahahah.. i noe la.. abit the far.. but if i stayed downstairs.. wldn't b able to see anithing at all... pple too excited jump la.. stand la.. haha upstairs can see also~ 

OMG.. who's that??? *screams* 

looks familiar? nono.. that's not the album cover.. that's juz the big screen at the concert~ muahahah 

look who i found during one of my st john duties... Animania 2005 (anime festival) =P 

my first ever live rugby game...usyd VS i forgot-wad-team woops =P well and of cos usyd won~~ muahaha 

just fields and fields of flower outstretched in front of u~ 

went down to Canberra during the Sept holidays for Floriade (flower festival.. but actually nearly 99% of flowers there is tulips..) 

she and her bf