holz~

been havin holz for awhile.. but stil my abnormal slpin pattern remains.. horrible.. taking my drivin exam next wk.. muz b super alert.. hahah.. very bad if i drive ard in dazed mode.. hopefully can pass... if not really knock my head against the wall lah..

this holidays seems pretty busy to me.. but then again... have tons of stuff on "to-do list" but not enuff motivation to do it also no point. sighz. i can't stop thinkin abt my results. not yet announce~ or else i wld either b whinining away/jumping ard here depending whether i pass or fail. when i say pass or fail i refer to all the subj.. 1 fail is in some way equivalent to overall fail to me. sux. dunno when will it b out. damnit. the suspense kills..

nothing much to do this few days, playing tons of mini-games online and going for my drivin lessons... suppose to pack for home too.. but that kinda sux.. cos i always hav trouble deciding wad to pack and wad not to pack.

was really glad to read on fang's blog abt being happy to see me~ hahah.. i dunno.. as i mentioned in a previous blog entry, i'm a freaking paranoid... dunno if that wld change.. but haha.. no matter how gd a fren u are to me, some way along the line, i had doubts. whether i'm really ur gd fren or not. i do understand abt the points being u might b high up in my list yet i mite juz b an avg dude on ur list. blah. anyway b4 i venture any deeper... ya i'm juz glad to noe that i'm kinda somewhere on other's list as well... if u're lost by now abt wad i'm tokin abt hahaa.. it's ok, i'm stopping anyway.. got driving lesson tml.. gtg slp~~ fix back my slpin time...