WOW has it been 1 yr?

Dear Blog,

I'm sorry to have abandoned you for 11 months... i have so much to write.. yet i've been a lazy bum as usual (my msn blog is updated till nov).

Here is the copy..
Thus shall give u short summaries of wad have happened in these 4 months..

Dec

-flew to HK, and met with MOST of my cousins.. unbelievable.. hahah cos i met one of my cousins which i haven seen for at least 16 years? probably more.. since i didn't even remember he existed... the organising part was a nightmare due to unexpected complications.. but the night was fun.. it was very weird during dinner.. most of the table were really quiet~ probably due to the age gap between the oldest cousin(29) and the youngest(14)? but later at night it all heated up.. we went to the boardgame cafe and decided to play pictionary. absolutely crazy.. fun nite nevertheless...

-had heaps of gd food in HK as well.. YUMMM

-met up with my dear Winnie... and saw her dog~ it's gd to see her doing well.. unfortunately didn't get to see her more..

-dad graduated with Masters~ so went to those old-fashioned studio to take photo~ and we took the chance to take proper family photo as well~ the photo looks gd.. i don't have a copy with me though.. =(

Jan

-went through a mad rush to meet frenz in sg before leaving for syd again..

-back to sydney.. ALL ALONE. gosh.. absolutely boring.. and when internet broke down, i broke down too.. internet is too impt to me now..

-life was very slow paced, until my frenz start coming back..

-relationship status went back to single

Feb

-work work work...

-play with frenz..

-chasing teri to come back to play NDS with me..

Mar

-uni started. DAMN.

-all frenz BACK! yay! weekly events with my taylors frenz which is ABSOLUTELY fantastic~ mel & winnie's presence are much missed though...

-ridiculous mid-term break after wk 3..

-MORE WORK, but this time it's uni work...

Apr

-uni work has flooded me.. and i'm jus so tired.. that i can't believe it's only the middle of the semester....

-printer broke down (well not really.. it still prints.. but the toner is so expensive, i might as well buy a new printer..)

there u go, summary of 4mths... i dunno whether u shld hope to see me write here more often or not..

i write when i'm procrastinating..

i don't write when i'm bloody busy...

tml is placement's med review. yet to start my review.. tsk.. back to work back to work...

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unbelievable that i haven't been here for that long.. gosh.. hahaha.. well may or may not visit here more often.. may sway either ways... until then.. cyaaaaa

n events unfold

Thanks for everyone's caring comments. THANK YOU. with your blessings... the events are finally unfolding.. my parents have agreed to me having my surgery done in july. now i just have to settle the insurance.. so much distractions for the past wks.. the post-op pain and the tedious physiotherapy sessions are catching up on me but at least.. we're moving..

my brain juz felt like it's overloading for the past few months.. and i was taking so much rest.. escaping from everything...

while doing my not-so-routine blog browsing i realise alot of u all are having holz now.. i hope you are enjoyin them... i'm getting so slpy.. hahaha i'm gonna copy my myspace entry here too.. i hate not being able to post photos...

Myspace entry
v. random events of wad i remember =P

1) very very sad!!! my poor camera.. i think it needs to go to repairs.. since the left side of the photo is always out of focus. and my internet is too slow to upload my photos. oh well.. i'm juz not patient enough to wait...

2) went to Sing K with Derek, Mel, Winnie, Teri, Haz & Shaira~ this alwaes send us into random high.. tried a new K place near QVB.. not bad just that the english songs didn't have the real MTVs...

Hanging out with friends is unbelievably fun!! hahaha.. this sounds weird doesn't it as it's quite an obvious point? just that recently my group of frens haven been meeting up as much... and i miss them.. slightly similar to the feeling of missing derek (muahah letz skip the mushy details)...

juz recently manage to go eat dinner with andre, hilman, mel... and it really brought me so much joy that everybody is enjoying themselves... uni really drains us of one of the main joy we get from our friends...

3)Ivan, derek's friend came to visit from brisbane.. hahaha it's nice to have pple visiting.. but i missed out on that Ivan's famous breakfast. Ivan.. u owe me 1 breakfast!! one of the nights we decided we shall go star city.. as Ivan's never been there.. and Mel haven been there too.. muahahah and the gambler inside me was making my hands all itchy and wad not... we signed up to be members and had some free credits to play around with. We tried our luck at pokies.. but seriously had no idea how to win.. hahaha then we moved to the tables... i've tried roulette before.. so we went back to roulette. we all lost our free credits.. lolz. finally we found a table with some space and i settled myself down.. and observed the trend.. which is way weird. (as in the no. that the ball lands on) "31,31,20,20,10,9,20" just as i was about to put my next bet down.. mel and ivan walks away as nothing xciting was going on other than me losing my capital.. hahaha.. n i decided i wld b crazy n bet on "20" which wld b such conincidence. and u noe wad? it hits."20!!!!" OMG. this is the very very first time seeing a $100 star city chip.. i lost like 1/4 of my winnings and was pulled away by derek.. (preventing the very start of my gambling prob =P) ... hahaha it was really enjoyable and when ivan and mel saw my 100 buck chip their jaw dropped. hahaha interesting sight...

4) *IMPORTANT* hahah i finished reading a bk named "Conversations with God" by Neale Donald Walsch.. this is like 1 of the most amazing books i've read.. it answered so many questions that I had in my mind from young.. i was never the religious gal.. cos i can't seem to find ans to many of the religious questions.. but this book.. amazingly answered them. I'm not gonna blindly follow it words, and be gullible and believe everything.. till i can experience it. and I AM experiencing it. I'm recommending it to you all... it's not a christianity propaganda... even if u are like a free-thinker or are of other religion.. give it a go.. see it as a chance to open your mind.. maybe it can answer some questions u alwaes had.. but no one had the answer. there's so many parts of it.. i just want to type it out here...maybe i shld.. hahaha but seeing that i already have so many excuses in not studying.. i shldn't let myself gain another excuse.


5)FINALLY yesterday.. whatever that have been bothering my mind for the whole semester seems to slightly unclog it self.. and the events is starting to flow.. phew...

Random ... really random entry.. as my memory is no longer intact...i've been suffering short-term memory lost.. hahaha muz b uni. =P

recently...

MRI results were back.. WOW.. my knee in the place of those brain pictures u see in House or Grey's..the ligament is OFFICIALLy G-O-N-E. non-existent. informed parents already.. n they both agree that bearing in mind my future health, the operation has to b done. now the prob is when? as there is a crack in one of the soft bone that protects one of the bones at the knee.. i shldn't push it any further... alot of things running thru my head all the time... tiring... for unknown reason.. weather (suddenly rain whole wk.. gd for slping)? or is it all those thinking? i juz slp alot.. i mean yea.. in the first place i slp alot already.. but now it's worsening..

nothing too happy happened recently.. so it'z gonna b self-pitying, whining entries for awhile here...

Impulse.

for unknown reason, last night when I went out for dinner with my frenz, i had the urge to tok to my ex-hsemate.. u noe the one that i alwayz disliked? I was guessing she was going to the dinner... and on the way there.. i juz kept on thinking... thinking.. and thinking..shld i? will i regret? what wld happen again? will i become that disgusting creature that keeps complaining abt her that all my frenz would wanna shun away frm me whenever i wanna open my mouth. I hope i will b able to keep her at the current distance. Just a Hi-Bye fren, nothing more, nothing less.. makes the situation easier for my frenz as well.. less awkward.

impulses.. most pple tell u juz follow ur instincts... and do it. i dunno where this impulse will lead me to.. but hopefully is something gd...

what shld i do...

SOBZ!!!!! somebody tell me... tell me... i know there's a price to pay for everything in this world. nothing comes for nothing. the price might not just be monetary, it might be time, effort, brain power.. wadeva.

i think i mention here before.. i've injuried my knee last yr... with 2 physiotherapist, 1 sports doctor, 1 orthapedic surgeon.. all telling me that's it. my ligament is snapped. n the only way for it to heal is to do a surgery to reconstruct my ligament.

i dunno wad to do.. at first i thot juz do it. as long as i get back my knee... then i read more and more abt it.. and it's starting to freak me out...the price to pay is not cheap,

i need to put in
money: surgery, physiotherapy (at least 6 mths, with up to 3time/wk)
time: to do all the rehab exercise (pple describing it as part time work)
effort/preseverance: to continue despite of pain, no improvement

n after all that, i might not recover to how i originally is, i can exercise but most pple have said that they are juz satisfied that they can run.. pple that continue to do their vigorous exercise tend to say that they juz snapped the ligament AGAIN.

but i'm not going to settle for juz running.. comparing it to my current situation of fearing to do any exercise.. it's better than nothing.. but then put in all that amount of money, time and effort i wld wanna recover till i shall not fear in doing anything. i wanna go ski again, i wanna skydive.i wanna LIVE my life.

ARGH. ARGH ARGHHHH.. one worrying yr after another. sighz.

going for MRI scan on wed... hav to wait half a mth before i will get to tok to my doc again. Wad shld i do???

Searching for Christmas Decorations I

I know I've blogged about this in MySpace.. but i hopefully can put more picts here...
See... being Antisocial is a target.... hahaha fang and kuan.. who does this remind u of???
Anywayz.. i was saying i went to look for Christmas Decors in the city.. here are the complete pics of designs i took.. with my camera on a bubble tea cup.. lolz.. i think i look silly next to all these pple with their tripods..

Searching for Xmas Decorations II

This was one of my fav designs... but Happy Christmas sounds weird...

Searching for Xmas Decorations III

Actually most of the time.. i don't know what kinda pattern I'm looking at.. lolz..

3 storey high Xmas tree!!!!.. hahha it's really really big... but don't hav gigantic presents at the bottom though....

Searching for Xmas Decorations IV

I know this is barely readable.. but hahah i'm too lazy to type this list again.. for details, pls see MySpace blog =P but this tree does takes alot to put together... >.<" Look at all those Swaroski Crystals.. they put barrier ard the tree so that pple cannot juz take'em.. but some how they look sortta fake.. i realise i find weird Xmas trees every year.. 2 yr ago, i found a beer can Xmas tree, 1 yr ago, i found the ferrero roche Xmas tree, this yr a Swaroski crystal Xmas tree.. i wonder what will i feel next yr...


Wow!!! look what I found at a display window near the Xmas tree... well the tree is found in a building called Queen Victoria Building.. i forgot why is it called the name.. but anywayz.. i wonder in like 78 years will i still be alive to read it? I would be what? 99 years old?? hahahah hrm.. the content might be really interesting though....
doesn't this look familiar? the all famous Matrix fountain~ hahaha i never recognised it.. but then Derek pointed it out to me~ i wished i was here when they were filming though.. wanted to see Keanu Reeves..he's one of the actors that i actually think that he's quite handsome =P

but this marks the end of my lonly trip ard the city.. at like 9pm? hahaha.. my legs were like super tired.. i wore new shoes to walk ard.. and it really hurt.. since they are not wore-in yet..

whining session

ARGHHH. i need ta whine. omg.

2 reports due and i'm approaching the end of holz.. been lazing ard (got excuse since was sick).. sighz.. gotta get my brain working again... chiong ah....

i'm currently quite broke.. barely hav enuff money to pay my rent till i get my next load of money frm my parents... yet i have so much "wants"... i want a one/two seater couch (if it can ever fit in) in my so called "lounge rm" that isn't very lounge-looking.. with a LCD TV that's at least 21" equipped with Wii (the new Nintendo console) *droolz*, i wouldn't mind a new closet too, one that is taller than me, with more hanging space, and a body-length mirror. haahah guess all this will not happen unless i manage to work my butt off during the holz or strike a lottery...

i'm dreaming too.. just got a application form for industrial placement scholarship for the holz... ard 200 bucks per wk? i must b crazy, mayb i shld leave it to next yr.. shld ask them whether i will be qualified still... if i do ever get in.. i might be able to do all those lab testing, quality control.. oooooo my fav... hahah compulsive lab work... but they chosin pple based on academic merits.. n my results.. sighz. who wld ever want me? nevertheless i will giv it a go. sad case...

advancement in science and exercise

*exact same content as in MySpace... no addition of stuff...*

YO everyone~~ the last assessment before the mid-semester break is FINALLY over. i seriously need to change my habit of falling asleep without knowing and yet waking up 2-3hrs just before due time to prepare for wadeva. hahaha.. 2 incidence in 2 wks.. this is bad.. anyway.. didn't come to blog abt this..

was reading news..
1st there was news abt a newly discovered ocean area, where there's tons of new species.. even sharks that walk on fins

2nd penis transplant. guys, yea u heard me right... this guy in china had his penis successfully transplanted, but eventually removed again after dunno 10 or 15 days due to psych probs...

current advancement of science has gone so far ahead i feel.. i feel.. i dunno.. i'm lost at words...

n i forsee myself getting thinner.. it takes me four trips up and down the stairs to get a meal prepared. how does it make me thinner?
1) i will be too lazy to go and down to get/cook food.. thus less intake
2) even when there's intake.. i'm burning away quite abit before(while cooking) or after (going to wash dishes)
hahah.. oh well.. making me extremely tempted to get a hot plate in my rm..

Laziness

-this is an entirely same entry as the one in myspace... save u guys the troueble to read it again, there's more in this entry though~-

it's a warm sunny sunday afternoon with a light breeze that's absolutely comfortable.. and i decide to hug on to all my tazs on my bed and laze ard... and i also pick up a bk and start reading... and conincidentally... i fonud a quote...

"People are not lazy. They simply have impotent goals -- that it, goals that do not inspire them" -Anthony Robbins

have to agree with that... there's work lying on my table.. but... but...

alright. i'll go do it.

"inspire me~ med chem..."

hahahahah... *goes crazy*

and also.. as a note... we shall all congrat miss kuan on her new "attached" status with "ah fung"*gooesbumps all come out* hahahahah...

ZERO motivation.

OMG. i need help. 3 assessments due mon/tues, and 3 tutorials on mon, wed, thurs.. and 0% done. i need motivation... there's no drive in me to keep me going anymore, not even my jap. i'm sick of uni... at the current moment, i just wanna work my as* off so i can earn my own living... (which is what i'm doing currently, what I have now is only enough to pay my rent till feb07, so living fees are all on myself from work).. i know alot of u already living off this way, on your own pay in sg from your job.. but this is really my first time experiencing it.. hrm.. crap. i wan money, and i hate uni. stupid uni suck all my/my family's money from me... CRAP U CRAP U STUPID UNI.

i need to finish my work. CRAP.

The Story Behind...

sorry about the bad post yesterday night.. this few nights been this way.. very tired, sleepy, stressed....

new blog add http://tazlover86.spaces.live.com/
this blog is still active, and available to you guys, i will still be writing here...

well as i told kuan, I'm officially movin out. After a 3 yr struggle with my roommate... it's all over.

basically the story behind was,
it started when she asked if her boyfriend can move in... our aptment is really small and cldn't really accommodate another person... so all of us gathered together to work something out, trying to compromise so we will get a win-win-win situation between the 3 of us. or maybe even 4. but then things turned ugly, we cldn't get a solution, and it was gettin very very frustrating since there were so much uncertainty, on my side about where i gonna live, who am i living with and do i have the money to do so. for 1.5-2 weeks, this dragged on, i cldn't hold it any longer and together with all the grudge and whinings over the 3 yrs, i had wad i wld say a more severe out-burst in my life (this is the 3rd time it happened), i shouted and pointed and cried, screamed things that i might or might not mean.. (you know what happens when anger taks over)...

the outcome is ugly, me and winnie is stil friends as we knew what each other wanted, and understood, but me and my rmmate? probably it's over.. will b sometime before we can even speak to each other again. but you know what? i'm glad that at least there's a outcome.

I'm moving to some of the uni provided accommodation... (by the way kuan, i'm keeping my jap looking partition for ya to poke leh kuan.. hurry up and come can or not.) 1 bedroom to myself, pretty big, but don't know the rest of the people in the house (3 others), all caucasians.. pretty scary but quite exciting tooo... hahah.. i probably be online more.. since not too sure i have too much to talk to them now.. oh well..

that's about it.. oh ya.. remember the blue mountains trip i talked about? the entry about it is in the msn blog.. go check it out~

take care la~~ off to lecture...

big changes

one month d.. i'm such a slacker... yet just today i open another blog.. that one like not as "private" as this...

anyway i damn slpy.. just dropped by to say hi and tell everyone that i'm stil alive =P

first HD in uni!!!

YEAH YEAH YEAH.. today is a very memorable.. thus worth bloggin it.. cause.. i got my first HD in my uni life.

HD = High Distinction which range at marks of 85 and above. next is distinction which is 75-84, then credit 65-74 then 50-64 is just a pass.

well there's irony in it though.. my HD came frm a subj that's not related to my degree.. hahaha my jap! oh well.. time to think abt changing course? =P

aniwaez... 3 weeks of holiday came and gone... 2nd semester already started. all my results have been announced and i bid forever goodbye to my BELOVED biochem with a credit on my exam results slip.

i just received an email about a placement program involving industrial pharmacy, which is one of the things that i LOVE!!! LABS and more LABs.. MORE COMPULSIVE LABS!!! bring it on man.. but they chose their pple base on academic merits that's why i don't see how i can be chosen.. but with encouragement from winnie and hazalea.. i decided that i will just give it a go anywae.... see how it goes....

miss kuan and miss fang finally stepped into their big 20s as well~ hahaha we're all lao ren jia now... =P

work hard work hard~ i shall try and maintain my jap and see whether my pharmacy subj can go any higher... hahaha...

headache and random matters

my goodness.. hahah i've been a lazy bum and not comin here to update.. not much to update on though i might wanna post my bdae photos in a bit if i'm free enuff.. i feel like i dun have anything to do, yet there's tons to do really.

Exams are over.. i'm rather satisfied.. at least i get a feeling that i will pass all... hahaha and i've already got my timetable for next sem as well, I'm officially enrolled in the following subj
Medicinal Chemistry 3A
Japanese 2
Astronomy
Astronomy sounds really exciting.. with even a night viewing project which i'm really looking forward to... but it's so sad that it's only 1 session...

Been enjoying my work as well, i'm the only one handling the shop front, so when i started off i'm REALLY REALLY nervous.. but now i'm abit better, less shaky. and one of the pharmacist even offered extra training for me. most of them just don't bother. she's really nice and i enjoy working alot with her, on other day, i work with the manager which is really stressful.. omg.. he seems more strict about things.. but i should be alright.

i might have a 2nd job, remember earlier on in the yr i got a sandwich job which employed me but dump me again after not able to fit me into their shift timetable.. they've called me up again for the holidays.. but they are really unorganised.. they called me the night when i just finish my last paper and asked, "how abt coming down to trng tml?" i say "sure.. how abt my shift times?" "erh we shall see.. " is the ans i get, i turned up for trng, no sign in book, no form no nothing. and worked for abt 2.5hrs.. n when i asked again, when i'm coming again, they are not sure. and this morning they called at 10am, asking can i go at 12pm.. i plainly rejected them.. i slpt at 4am, and is freaking slpy and got my pharm job at 5pm.. i wld not want to turn up to pharm job tired... it's more useful then sandwich making and makes more money~ muahahah.. n i abit scared la... what if they cheat me.. hahah never pay me or wad not...never even note down when i work... haiz...

and ya.. i seem to b gettin frequent headaches.. i dunno why.. abit scared.. hahah this is the profess sickness of pple studying sci or related to medicine... u get small symptoms and u start thinking of the big deadly diseases with the same kinda symptoms.. hrm.. i asked my pharmacist, but she say i shld b fine.. shldn't go running to the doc and get some MRI done yet.. hahah.. mad me...

aniwaez.. holiday.. free but not quite free, busy but not quite busy..we'll see how it goes.

Stepping into the 20s

time flies.. and before i knew it.. i've been on earth for 2 decades.... with no offence to anyone older than me.. but i feel really old now...mayb cos i hav this kinda perception on age...
0-9: u know nothing abt the world.. and basically just a innocent kid running ard, stumbling into things
10-19: u enter ya youth and fun yrs.. u make frenz... go thru thick and thin (usually exams) with them... n usually play the heck out, since this is when u are just FULL of energy
20-29: u are abt to step into the society, uni/graduation --> work + family?
30-39: if stil single --> stressed, if married --> settling down with kids? advancing higher in terms of career
40-49: usually reaching peak of career, having headaches over your full of energy kid (if existent), and near the end of 40s, ur health starts to present subtle symptoms of future diseases?
50-59: plannin for retirement, and basically waiting for it? diseases that u are going to gonna for the rest of ya life surfaces...
60 onwards: don't know.. retirement, grandchildren(if kid existed and they decide to give birth as well...) getting sick, coming in and out of hospital.. having tons of med.. and eventually death..


as i was telling kuan.. i don't really plan on living a long life... cos the longer u live.. the more pple u need to send off frm the surface of earth, the more sadness u need to endure thru to see your love ones leave ya side... the longer u live.. the more pain u will feel (that's how i reason gd pple die early.. since they need not suffer the pain of living on earth as much), the more worries u get... bLAH.. yes all this are absolutely selfish and cowardy thots.. but i don't think
i can take it...

and thinking back.. if i were to die tml (touch wood.. but we'll never noe, if it's ur turn, it's urs.. can't escape), will i feel that i've live life to my own satisfaction? i probably think hav i made a difference in someone's life in a gd way? am i.. in terms of overall.. gd even an average wld suffice ( i definitely hav done things i'm not proud of, bad/nasty/mean...etc things.. hopefully not that much till i am defined as a bad person.. haha).. anyway.. i shall stop writing sad stuff.. hahaha

today birthday is just an ordinary day for me, even after my frenz were so nice to hav my party yesterday nite so that today i can go out with derek in case he planned something... i stayed at home since derek had group meeting... oh well...

yesterday nite had steamboat party, pictures wld hav to wait.. since erm.. not that free to get it organised... was fun.... with frenz and had it at derek's place... just chattin and laffin over yummy food... had horrible time organising it and cleaning up... but is worth it...

my frens here hav decided to sponsor me on a one day trip with derek to the blue mountains as my bdea gift... derek cannot decide on wad to buy for me and puts it on hold till july when i can go n chose my own... sc says wadever i wan just name it and she will get it... kuan and fang's present is delayed (unlike prev. few yrs they mailed it over... actually really i appreciate it.. but save money.. just pass it to me when i return this yr end...)... but really present or not, i don't really mind.. if got.. of cos happy, dun hav also won't die... just the thot of wanting to giv me one is enuff already.. serious... since basically i equate it to "i'm your friend".. n i will b satisfied enuff with that.. *yawns* ok.. slpy d... exam in 2 wks... i mite pop ard sometime again...

I'M EMPLOYED!!!!!!!!!! *JUMPS ARD*

YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!! omg.. i so need to share my joy with u guys.. after 1.5yrs being jobless.. I"M FINALLY EMPLOYED AGAIN!!! =D wah wah wah.. so super happy.. i got the job at the pharmacy.. hope it will last long.. totally work super hard for it~ =) =) =)

oh ya.. today got back results for my med chem mid-sem.. hrm.. not as high as i wanted.. but still i'm satisfied as I got higher than usual.. though i'm still the lowest amongst the grp of friend that i hang out with.. but comparing just puts me down more.. so i'm rather satisfied.. ~ need to work harder and harder!!!

random stuff

muahah.. i dunno why the heck am i here.. nothing in particular to blog abt.. oh hold on.. actually got.. hahhahah.. there were times, n many of them that i felt like bloggin here but dunno why.. just so lazy....

aniwae.. finally my job-finding luck is coming back.. i got a job to do stocktake for 2 days at one of the major bk dealers in aus~ yeaHH.. n also i was called up by the pharmacy that i applied to some wks ago to go down for an interview... YESH!

so i went down... SO NERVOUS... don't know why probably too long never go for interview, and also feeling guilty about me not telling them i'm a retainee (probably not really one.. but yes i do consider myself as one.)... reached there 10mins before the time i was suppose to reach (must giv gd impression!!) n the interview went on.. nothing much.. but i don't think i've got a gd chance at all... since like i really got no experience at all in this field and hav not much knowledge of how things work.. but the worse thing was, i stumbled horridly on this question "what do u think u can offer to this shop?" then i was like.. "erhhhhhhh... " omg.. seriously wad can i offer? i just said "well... i don't really know a lot of thing about pharmacy, but i guess i'm a pretty friendly person.." OMG.. can't i think of something more intelligent then that? sheesh... desperately need a job... sigh.. will get reply frm him in a couple of days apparently... if nothing happens.. too bad....

oh n why do i DESPERATELY need a job? i went to see the chinese physician (apparently a VERY famous one) and my wallet got drained.... i really don't wanna disclose the amt of i spent.. but it's ALOT.... aniwae according to the chinese physician, the soft bone at my elbow and knee burst and dislocated.. oh well.. after treatment commenced, my knee have been feeling much better.. but my elbow.. hrm.. don't know.. only slight improvement..

ARGH.. exams approaching soon too.. though only in abt 3wks... next wk hav 2 major test~ both abt jap.. ahhah... one is composition.. like omg.. i really don't know whether i can survive that... and listening.. which shld b manageable.. i hope.. 10% and 15% each..

ok.. lazy d.. write again next time... =)