the post after a long disappearance

wow.. didn't realise i disappeared for 1 mth... woops.. well i just sort of lost the urge of blogging.. didn't feel like going on msn, didn't feel like surfing the internet, didn't really feel like my fav online flash games.. omg..

now i'm back.. well~ loads happened.. some might have heard from me frm my random appearance in msn that...

the sprain queen (frm sec sch yrs) hav returned.. this time, i didn't sprain my ankle.. wow something new.. i sort of sprained my knee.. this happened on easter sunday... i stil wonder is there any hidden meaning behind this.. anyway. i was playing a badminton match halfway when i sort of jumped/hopped to my left to receive a certain shuttle, and i heard my knee "CRACK"(well imagine the sound that u hear when u crack ya knuckles...) and i was like SHIT. i was so scared that i just dislocated my knee or fractured my thigh bone or wad not... so i gave way to my body, i didn't wanna put anymore pressure on my knee, and i feel to the grd. the next thing i knew, my left knee and left elbow hurted like CRAP... and i'm curled into a ball on the court... pple rushed to my aid, there were sj members on the court and after meddling ard for a bit, i got sent to the hospital in an ambulance... nothin much was going thru my brain, other than PAIN.. and wadz wrong with my leg, will i play again? will i walk normal again? went thru x-ray, no fracture, no dislocation.. my doc (which really didn't seem like my doc) did some examination on me.. bending my arm and leg ard to see wad's really wrong.. just when she bent my arm to the most painful position.. someone dropped by to tell her something.. WAH.. and my tears just flow like spoilt tap... crap.. well she concluded with i've got soft tissue injury on both my elbow and knee, and recommend that i go for CT scan to check it out for ligamentous injury after a few days since there will be tremendous swellin since it's just injuried... i went to see another GP a few days later, and was given some med to get rid of the swelling for my swollen knee and a letter to go for ultrasound... went for the ultrasound a few days later (as recommended by the GP) and fortunately, the results are negative, so no ligament tear or wad not.. so i was left to heal on my own.. and i'm feeling much better now.. thanks to my many frens who took care of me, asked abt me... (just in case, i didn't tell my parents abt this.. so anyone who wld actually have a chance of coming in contact to them.. don't mention this thx.. save them frm worrying eh)

and then came the mid-semester exam for medicinal chem that wrecked the brains out of me.. but it's now gone as well.. not much details on that....

that sort of concludes the main past event that happened durin my absence...

i came on to blog cos there was this thot that was bugging me frm friday... i went to the jap cultural club meeting... n one of this gal.. after the meeting was trying to promote this event she has been organising for another club... wad she keep on saying over and over just cannot leave me head..."by coming to the forum, u can put it in ya CV.. and it will look gd!" "i don't really care if pple come and listen to the talk properly, u can just sit there n slp and fill up the seats" so i was like.. so u weren't really sincerely organising it will the mindset of benefiting anyone other than make it a successful event that u can list in ya CV.

this phenomenon raises another prob abt our supposingly improved judging system, where many companies been trying to reduce just looking at marks and look at a overall developement of a person's character, and how they take part at other events.. but this attitude? i don't see much change. where is our world marching to? seriously, if i was a boss i wld b so totally impressed at her beautiful CV, flourished with decent marks and numerous leadership position in many many other clubs. BUT. where's the sincerity, where's the POINT in doing all those events? i don't know wad am i trying to go to with this entry, just that this BUGS me. pple just do things to make their CV look nice. or mayb i'm just being a whiner as usual, since i don't score well, and i don't achieve much though i participate in a hell lot of other activities, basically i'm being quite a loser. on the other hand, i can say will no doubt that i join the activities bcos i really enjoy them. i organise events to bring pple together, to bring joy. not to make my cv look nice. a nice cv doesn't make ya life all that meaningful. i don't know. sighz.. hahah anyway.. gettin a backache frm typing such a long enrty after such a long break.. see ya guys soon.. Oh yea.. grats to my frenz that finished ya exams.. ENJOY the hols~