waist pain...

OUCHHH... painnnn my waist.. i dunno why... mayb cos i wanna make full use of the 1000 per wk wing chun till i strain myself.. so painful...

went there for 2 nights la... all the pple there are highly skillful.. i feel so sad case... n like the most impt thing is to relac mah.. but my muscles juz tense up... doesn't listen to me.. today, there was this gal hor. think she mayb 25? then like my shi gong is praising her la.. say she grasp the theory liao.. got qi... wahhh.. totalli i went to try.. n realli can feel something one lehhh... amazed.. i alwaes think that this qi business is cheat pple one... but today, i'm convinced. wonder when i'll reach her lvl... haiiz....

following few days my dad going to china to work.. so i'll b heading on my shopping spree... waHHH.. say bye bye to my money.. realli is my money cos i brought back the aus dollars to change to hk dollars... i wanna buy...
-a black pants (to replace the one aus sj currently hav. they hav the most outrageously shapeless pants in the world. super uncomfy)
-a pair of black shoes, resembling the ones in sg, the marching boots, but i dun wanna use my marching boots as they hav plastic heels and make a lot of noise.. dun wanna attract attention in aus)
-some long sleeve turtle neck.. sold at bossini.. 3 for 100~ quite cheap.
-a pair of jap socks, for my short boots in aus. dunno how it wil look.. but buy anyway. try onli~
-a thermal warm shirt... to wear inside.. so super warm, no need to wrap myself into a rice dumpling like now.
-crafts? i dunno.. hahah buy liao no time to do also no use...
-a more shi wen bag.. for formal occasions.. i only hav one in aus.. need some variety..
-ahh ahh. before i forget, a long jeans skirt~ hahahahah... shall hunt for one~~
go bankrupt lahhhH~
may b i shld print this out.. so i hav a shoppin list and dun overspend... bet i will come back with no money in my wallet tml. lalala...

wanna call my pharmies to go out here.. but then like all guys. awkward.. haha.. yes kuan/fang i here either one of u gonna say i will feel awkward one meh.. since u 2 alwaes say i'm a flirt... ahahah now i tell u~ yes i will~ nothing to do with them mah.. they don't shop, probably juz eat loh.. but then again.. now i'm occupied at night with wing chun~ so difficult also lah...

somehow this thought is stuck to my mind.
why not take everything in the worse possible way, then when something turns out to b gd, u will b happier.
pple alwaes say b optimistic, look at the bright side. i tried.. but when things fail, i will b so sad/disappointed...
i think i noe why i feel this way, it was bcos of one of my sem 2 results, i never expect my pharmcology to do well, thought ard 50 again.. then it turn out to b in 70s.. so totalli happy...
then i expect to pass biochem, though very confident, but pretty hopeful, then it failed. totalli SAD.
there's alwaes the 2 side of situation, if u alwaes take things worse possible way, possibly u lead a sad life. at the extreme, u won't even b happy when things go rite.. u will say it's luck, there will b something worse later to hit u down again..
i dunno lah.. juz random thoughts.