Multipersonality~

hey pple here i am again~ hrm.. 2more days and i'm off.. i've been too use to the comfort here in sg, with my family... i'm juz feeling so not willing to move back to aus to the strive to continue with life kinda attitude.. hRmmM~

anyway, shld juz write abit of wad i remember wad i've heard quite recently, i heard frm some program, a serial drama,

"We're all psychologically sick. (that particular episode is abt this lady who hav the multipersonality disorder(i dunno the scientific name) ) But it's juz that she lost control of all those personalities while we're stil in control. At home we are parents to our children, children to our parents, out at work we're the professionals to our patients and in school we're students to our lecturers and a buddy to our friends. There are juz so many roles in our life, we behave differently with respect to the context we're in. It's juz that we're in control, she's not."

it juz strikes me how true is that.. like cOOl~ this words aren't exact but i hope i captured the essential bits. and i juz lost wad i was thinking abt this whole chunk of words.. my gdness... teenage dementia~~ aHHHH...

today met up sc~ actualli suppose to b meet xk and watch movie one.. but that idiot... slp till 2pm then wake up.. wad the heck.. as mean as it may sound, i wanna say to maintain a friendship with him.. is so tiring, it's like if u're not within that particular grp that is closer to him, u have take the initiative and even if so the ball may not bounce back. but anyway, she gav me the 2nd half of the present she and xy share to give me~ hahah love them... then basically crap thrU~

then yesterday went to met up with Tsz Shan~ my best friend frm p5.. it is juz a wonder how the heck did we manage to click so well.. we're like the exact opp...but aniwaez ya.. we kinda hrm.. distanced apart after we entered sec sch since we're in different class... well, honestly speaking for the past few years.. i felt guilty that i never like work on this realli amazing frenship that we had.. we juz went more and more apart... but yesterday, it was back to the past with her.. i dunno is it juz a spur of the moment thing or wad.. but i'm glad that i felt much closer to her again, i dunno whether she feels the same way, but i juz wanna say that.. frenship is a truly fascinating thing.. realli realli treasure every single friend that u hav~ =)