Dazed.

Ok.. today was my third and forth paper.. and they are crappy... i'm in a daze now.. stupid lah.. think i too tired alreadi... one of my eye is like blurred... then cannot see properly.... my first paper i can't even shade the boxes correctly, have to cover the blurred eye and use the normally functioning eye.. luckily not both lah.. i'm quite dead... gotta go and slp now... wake up tonight then pia the last 3 subj... i hope i can pass... siGhz.

wAh~ sEcONd paPer

uM.. nothing exciting abt the second paper... physical pharmaceutics, which studies stuff that we make/use in pharmacy.. like creams and stuff... as usual no comments on the paper, juz hope to pass... but why i 'wAh~' in my title leh.. cos interesting thing happened lah.... i shall start frm this morning....

this morning.. bLOODY heLL.. my building going through fire facilities maintenance or something like that lah.. then pple hav to come inside my aptment to see see here see see there.. then rite.. these pple say 10am wanna come.. 11am then come in.. wah lau.. my exam at 12pm u noe.. need to go earli lah.. in case the bus late.. or i sprain my ankle on the way gonna hop to school (*touch wood =P ) .. finally got out at 11.20... reach school at 11.40...

was waiting outside the examination rm when this guy was boasting away "aIyah.. if i had known that i onli needed 25% more to pass.. i wldn't hav study at all.... shld hav study something else.. blah blah blah..." after less than a min.. cannot tahan liao then walk away.... at 12pm went in to examination rm... *fast forward approximately 30mins later* that guy that was boasting outside of the room raise up his hand and hand in his paper.. it's siao sia... so fast... crazy... then think like the examiner say cannot go yet.. or mayb got some other reason lah.. then that dude threw a punch at the examiner's face... so sorry for the examiner who is quite old liao loh... aiyoh... violent man... till the end i also dunno why the dude beat up my examiner.. but when exiting the room, got security outside alreadi loh... tsk tsk tsk.. violence cannot solve problem leh....

sighz... so 2 paper gone and 5 paper more to come, coming monday got 2 papers.. need to jia you~~~

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abit of intro to wad i was toking abt in my last post (since kuan say she didn't noe wadz that...)

Wing Chun = 詠春
It's a type of chinese martial arts as like taichi. The name (according to my dad) derived frm the lady that the kung fu was designed for in old time china...as i juz said, it was a set of kung fu designed for females, thus, strength is not the main emphasis. this style of martial art was brought down to hong kong by the grandmaster during war times from china. and his student aka the founder of the sch that i'm learning frm brought it over to australia. This style is rather famous as Bruce Lee himself learnt it before he begin to develop his own style of kung fu....

Me fIrsT PapER

cannot realli finish studying lah.. but at least manage to go thru all the lectures to get an idea of wadz happening.. dun ask me the paper how.. cos i hav no idea.. i juz hope to pass... microbiology.. i like the things we're studying.. but so much to remember.. wahaha.. my brain.. need to empty'em out and get geared up for the rest of my papers.. 6 more..

i was so nervous this morning, and suddenly sydney weather became damn cold.. then my hands are like ice like that.. sheesh.. but luckily calmed myself down to do the paper properly.. damn tired after that... then went home and took a nap till my wing chun lesson at 6.30...

i simply love wing chun.. the lessons alwaes find a way to get me away frm all my work and make me happier.. today i learnt 3 new techniques again... and i had 1-to-1 lesson with instructor since the grp was odd no. today.. so sorry to him loh.. cos today's technique all very the painful to the person that gonna it.. then like i keep on hearing his bones cracking.. then like when we learn some defensive move, i was suppose to push him away mah, then i dun dare loh. since like not very nice.. then he was like "u need to start to learn to hit pple" wahhahaha.. and i thot back to my pri sch days.. everyday smack the guys on their backs with full might onli. whaha.. but then he also lah.. damn muscular.. me hit him also feel weird weird one.. but aniwae.. i juz love love love the lessons.. wing chun has realli changed my life for this semester... mayb after exam me go take pic of the place and post it here~

aniwae back to work work work... left 6 subj, i've done like 1.5/6... hrm hrm.. pretty bad case.. wahahha.. better go...

cUtting tHIngs sHORt

well well well... what the heck am i doing here... when within 24 hrs i have to go for my first paper and i haven even finish studying half of that subj... wahahha.. i hav no idea.. anyway as the title says cutting things short... i wanted to you noe dedicate one whole post of thoughts abt turning 19.. but as usual, being the lazy gal i am and not being able to alwaes motivate myself to do wad i wanna do.. i end up bloggin at the wrong time.. (like now. dah.)

aniwae.. my bdae... my frenz came over and cut the cake with me on the 3rd lah... it was alrite.. few of the closer one... i dun even hav pics for that nite.. scattered everywhere with the group.. one day i will dig it back.. had a green tea cake that was.. hrm.. unique. hahah seldom see...

then on bdae had lunch with derek and his parents(his family came to visit)... nervous onli~.... but according to derek his mom's impression was ok not that bad~ (phew...)

then nitetime went to this jap restaurant for beef steamboat buffet... had too full a lunch and didn't realli ate ALOT.. but enuff alreadi.. the beef is sUPEr gd... wahah.. i dunno how many plates the big eaters(i.e. DaoJie, WeiQin, Alan) can clear.. me and derek onli manage 1.5 plate alreadi wanna die... didn't bring camera.. so cannot show u all ani photos.. got chance me go outside the shop and take pic lah.. haahhahah

sighz.. then it was sch sch sch.. till now.. i'm like into my exam wk.. 7 subj.. like wad the hell.. so much stuff to load into my brain... crap... and i've onli like wad.. officially finish 1 subj outta the 7... i dun wanna fail!! muz jia yoU~.... my exam timetable is maDDDD....
1st wk: Wed - Microbiology, Fri - Physical Pharmaceutics
2nd wk: Mon - Physiology, Pharmacy Practice, Wed - Biochemistry, Medicinal Chemistry, Thurs - Pharmacology
I hope I will stil b alive after this horrendous crap exam timetable...

i wanna end the exams sooN.. then i can u noe.. take alook at how much money i hav.. then plan plan where i can go to relac abit... i wanna take a lot of nice nice photos.. and if onli i can claim back all the salary that aus government taxed me... wahaha.. then i can mayb go even more places...

hrm.. weird though.. recently i've been dreamin alot abt my pass sch life... meeting my pri sch friends.. back in sec sch..~

aniwae.. back to studying.. try to steal time to come here to post after each exam.. wahah.

wEird

i'm turning 19 sOOn~ anD i sHall preSent a earlY thx tO kUan and fAng tO onCe again sEnd me bDae present.. but then it haven arrive thouGh...

suddenly feel like posting here... cause i'm feeling wEird... feeling weIrd abt waD? suddenly i feel like hiding frm evEryone.. spend my birthday in sOlitude. i noe i gonna regret it if i realli did it.. haha.. but dunno why i juz have this feeling now...

every time near my bdae.. when i realise wad pple are planning for my bdae... like celebrations and stuff.. i wanna run away... somehow i juz dun like it... dunno.. i'm such a weirdo eh....

aiyah dunno.. .. and finally i wld like to say.. "I HATE MY RMMATE.. SOMEHOW JUST A MERE LOOK AND A SINGLE SOUND FROM HER WLD PISS ME OFF"... i'm such a hateful person.. sighzz... each yr.. i kinda feel i'm gettin worse.. stepping into the darker hateful hole.... URGGGHH BUT SHE IS JUZ TOO IRRITATING. ARGH

sIghz.. i juz will NEVER learn my lessons

sIghz.. long absence.. busy with freaking uni... realli hate uni.. URGhz. today got back my medicinal chemistry test.. crap.. failed. pretty badly 9/23.. like wad the... my chemistry going down the drain.. sighz.. what did i do again this semester... slp during lectures.. slack back home.. i muz say i did work abit more.. but obviously that.. ABIT is not helping much.. depressing.. ard 1 month to exam.. i realli must push myself to do whatever i can... i cannot afford to fail. there's no room for mistakes. I need to pass.. i don't wanna go thru this again...

when will i ever learn my lesson that last minute studying won't ever get me anywhere... =_(

PS. checked test result with my uni mates (aka Jun, Poh Lin (don't think u all seen their pics yet) and my rmmate...) hate hate hate how the whole list of results came out.. and she stil dare come ask me which one is your mark.. press salt on wound man~ BLOODY HELL.. HATE YOU. ask once not enough.. i say fail liaO loH~ shit. then she say which one is yours?? WAH LAU.. BRAINLESS SENSELESS... i don't wad else can i scold u liaO.. URGGGGGGHHHH!!

the famous Jacarda tree in the main quadrangle when it blooms in summer looks really nice.. but then i missed the chance to take a pic of it then.. i can alwaes do it next yr... =P 

made of sandstones... erh.. and oh.. u can alwaes chose to take weddin photos here.. my uni doesn't want to miss any chance to make money.. yup.. and that will be 200 bucks per hr if u wanna take weddin photos here... 

suddenly feel like puttin up some pics of my uni.. this is like the ONLY presentable part.. most of the rest of the campus looks as if they're falling apart... 

mY cup of mOchA... they can even do coffee art.. seh seh sia. make their logo on the coffee... and the coffee is nice too.. of cos abit more ex then normal coffee that u get ard~ but worth it!! 

the cafe is realli small.. quite euro i feel.. small and cosy....strong aroma of coffee...  

Campos Coffee~ 1 of the top 5 cafes in Sydney~ situated near my school.. so sneaked there to drink a cup of coffee with my friends today during our 2 hr lunch break... 

Requested Photos~

photos posted are requested by Xinyu~ hahahah... but actualli shld let u all see see how is my small tiny pathetic place.... my exam timetable is out... sad case...

juz right behind my table.. my filled bookshelf... and more boxes.. and a small set of drawers for other rubbish.. bottom lvl of shelves got past year notes, up one lvl is reference bks, up one lvl are dictionaries, notebks, up one lvl are current semester notes, up one is current textbooks, up one more is juz cds and some empty files... so much rubbish.. i need a new bookshelf soon lah.. aiyoh.. where got space man... 

view of my space frm the main door.. i took up half the space of the living room... how i wish i can move out and get my own room soon...alot of friends like my jap looking "partitioning" thingy, hahah.. but more interested in like those old movies.. to wet their finger and poke a hole in the partition.. since made of rice paper.. crazy pple... 

my "working" area.. and playgrd.. basically i do everything here.. including sleep(falling aslp on my table lah...).. hahahah, nothing much.. table level hav a super bright flurosent lamp since i like super bright environment. but stil i have a table lamp when i juz watching movies or playing game...2nd lvl got my hi-fi,printer...3rd lvl are the horrible amount of boxes with alot of my crap inside.. hahaha... 

she even have Michelin tires... cooL rite... 

My new babY~~~ cost me a bomb... ate up half of the income i had last yr.. argh... but it's worth it... 

picture of the.. um.. space outside my lecture theatre... just feel like taking the pic of there cos like there's some fallen leaves all over the grass, and the sunshine seeping through the leaves... just feel.. nice..  

the look straight outta my aptment.. haha.. no view sorry.. though the other side of my building looks out to darling harbour... my side juz face another apartment.. can see pple doing all kinda stuff... but i never peek at anione... *i promise!*