Tuesday, May 03, 2005


view of my space frm the main door.. i took up half the space of the living room... how i wish i can move out and get my own room soon...alot of friends like my jap looking "partitioning" thingy, hahah.. but more interested in like those old movies.. to wet their finger and poke a hole in the partition.. since made of rice paper.. crazy pple... Posted by Hello

my "working" area.. and playgrd.. basically i do everything here.. including sleep(falling aslp on my table lah...).. hahahah, nothing much.. table level hav a super bright flurosent lamp since i like super bright environment. but stil i have a table lamp when i juz watching movies or playing game...2nd lvl got my hi-fi,printer...3rd lvl are the horrible amount of boxes with alot of my crap inside.. hahaha... Posted by Hello

she even have Michelin tires... cooL rite... Posted by Hello

My new babY~~~ cost me a bomb... ate up half of the income i had last yr.. argh... but it's worth it... Posted by Hello

Friday, April 29, 2005


picture of the.. um.. space outside my lecture theatre... just feel like taking the pic of there cos like there's some fallen leaves all over the grass, and the sunshine seeping through the leaves... just feel.. nice..  Posted by Hello

the look straight outta my aptment.. haha.. no view sorry.. though the other side of my building looks out to darling harbour... my side juz face another apartment.. can see pple doing all kinda stuff... but i never peek at anione... *i promise!*  Posted by Hello

busy busy friday night at the road just below my place.. noisy sia.. siren wailing.. uRGh. Posted by Hello

and this was de other day i made some cream in lab.. hahah.. this is juz normal aqueous cream lah.. again i look like this kampong gal like that taking pics of weird stuff.. hahaha.. i hope my klassmates didn't see me taking pic of this... Posted by Hello

random pictures frm now on.. just this day i was studying and i look out of my window and i saw this.. looks realli cool. .like a pathway to somewhere like that.. =) Posted by Hello

bIrthdaY boY! Posted by Hello

some day we had a birthday celebration for my friend arif, it was kinda surprise party.. and hazalea, melinda and ksusha cooked for the party.. i go there eat onli..  Posted by Hello

me and derek loH~.. this photo put here for kuan one lah... =P lalalala~ Posted by Hello

the malaysian PM pass by sydney after finishing discussion with australian PM in canberra and decides to meet the malaysian students... derek need to go show face and me go there for fun onli.. somemore it's free dinner and they giv you 10bucks for "transport" fees... hahaha..  Posted by Hello

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OMG. finally... 3 minor exams over.. they are like 10-20%.. but i study till i feel like puking blood... have you ever feel like u forgot how your bed feel like? yes i hav... i've been up and studying so freaking much that i forgot how it feels like slping on a bed. not that i think my results wld b damn gd aniwae... i'm a slow studier... i wan my notes to look nice and presentable or else i wldn't even take a 2nd look.. wahahah.. troublesome eh... time for me to take a break.. =) post some photos for u all laH~

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

EveRyone iS a PiEce oF UniQue ArT~

eVeryone is a unique piece of art... pple who looks at them, judges them subjectively.. one may find this pretty and fascinating, another may find it average and plain. to fully understand a piece of art, u need to study every detail, the contents of the art, the media used, when is it painted, who painted it, the brush strokes... blah blah... amazin how much u thought u noe someone.. but in the end it's not even 10% of wad they realli are....

just random thoughts that sprouted out of no where.. i'm tired. gd nite.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Handwriting Analysis~

u all think true noT~

Esther has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
Esther is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She
pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be
harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Esther is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of
people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. She
finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that
doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned.

Esther basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She
feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using
practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she
will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the
confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Esther's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates
projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem
good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many
things going at once. When Esther slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time
to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she
finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One
is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in
the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Esther can then
switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack
facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better
grip.

Esther is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally
conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially
concerning certain events in her past.

Esther will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Esther believes in
her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Esther is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In
fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put
herself into the other person's shoes. Esther will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she
will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what
psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Esther an
ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone
that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product
or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as
the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Esther is
an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when
hearing a sad story. Esther is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on
the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas
and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to
interact socially. According to the data input, Esther doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a
balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Some I think totally bullseye~ but then some is like.. "ya.. like real..."

Updating you alittle.. I'm falling sick AGAIN.. OMG.. it's like cough.. then recover.. flu.. haven't end then cough come again.. CRAP CRAP CRAP...

Sunday, April 03, 2005

In life, be an Oyster. When sand and dirt come in your way, make pearls

interesting line for my subject eh.. saw it in my friends blog.. very true indeed... something i didn't catch for so many years.. for years i allowed myself to be tormented by past experience that i couldn't let go.. i allowed the sand and dirt to choke me.. but i shall try and let go. i went on e-counselling (hi-tech eh.. haha.. seems abit easier then travelling to sch)... aniway...it went on quite fine... i guess... and the point i got out of it is that i shld stop dwelling, learn frm the incident and move on.. trying...

aniway this was not the main thing that i was thinkin of blogging initially, juz that i read my friend's blog before coming here and it juz hrm.. "inspired" me? =P

belated april fool's day to all.. i hope nobody got fooled to too bad a extent.. i didn't get fooled in aniway, so i'm quite lucky i guess

today.. pope john paul II passed away... i'm glad that god had relieved him for all the physical pain that he's going thru and granted him eternal peace and happiness in heaven~ so many deaths this year.. dunno.. juz kinda strikes me.. like i realise something weird? weird coincidence.. mayb it's juz me.. first 26th dec, the tsunami in indo, happened on the last day of Xmas, then 28th Mar, earthquake in indo, happened on the last day of easter, then the death of the pope, on the last day of easter celebration... hrmmm.. is He trying to tell us something or wad..

oH well.. aniwae.. today is the last day of my one wk long easter holz.. and tml is back to sch to work work work again.. i proudly announced that i manage to go through 5 lectures among the 2-3 days that i spent on studying... =) but i'm still lagging.. sighz.. hope i can survive this yr..

and i'm stil waitin for my supermarket application to go thru.. sighz.. but hope quite low lah.. another friend of mine who also applied went for the interview alreadi.. sad case.. so ideal leh, the location.. juz 1 st away.. and i always wanted to try and b a cashier.. hahah.. childhood dreams.. =P

aniway.. signing off.. need to go back to studying...

Thursday, March 31, 2005

easter show

went easter show yesterday with derek.. other friends say they will b coming.. but then in the end none came.. i went to various shows... visited the art and craft exhibition... went on 10 rides with my promotional unlimited rides ticket and nearly ride till on the verge of vomiting~

was kind of disappointed in the earlier part of the carnival as one of the shows i wanted to watch, woodchopping, where hulky man chop chop chop.. and chop finish the wood.. they say those competitiors are realli fast and amazing... but then suddenly the show cancel.. sad case man.. then after that walk ard abit derek felt tired then had to stop, walk, stop, walk, stop.. abit the disturb my momentum.. ok lah.. me like small kid like to run ard... but then aiyoh.. dunno lah..

aniwae never dwell in that too long and we juz walked ard again till ard evening we sat down at the main arena where they were having a car stun show and freestyle motorbike performance(where pple ride the motorbike and jump over ramps and stuff)~ waHHHH.. so dangerous loh.. the dude fell off his motorbike while landing.. and the SJ pple came running... so weird.. at first this officer came.. and stood there... then he juz continue standing ard.. it was only after 2 other first aider came on bikes that went to help him... after a while they drove in the ambulance.. scary leh.. but he turned out ok.. so it was a relief for everyone in the arena

the finale of the day was a 10minutes firework~ so long never see laH~.. very good atmosphere.. so tired after that....

oh and derek won me this stuff toy at one of the game stores hahah!! skill woH~....

and today.. i spend the whole day studying.. ahhhhh.. one whole day on 1.. ONE lecture... the lecture covered like 2 chap worth of stuff and i wrote like 10 pages of notes(B5 size)... am i slow or wad.. at this rate how am i suppose to finish revising the 40 other lectures that i need to write notes on... ahHHHHHHHH... shall update again soon.. hahaha.. posts are kinda short and brief cos i juz cannot remember too much~ enjoy the pictures though =) take care!!

magnificant art piece~~~ *CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP~!!* Posted by Hello

this is a cake.. look so beautiful~ i dun wanna eat it at all... Posted by Hello

her clothes are made out of tiny beads... how delicate are these people's hand.... Posted by Hello

they had this art & crafts display there.. and they're juz AMAZING... hahah.. if only i can show you all the photos... this is made out of an egg shell... Posted by Hello

me and derek on the ferris wheel~ OMG.. look at my black eye rings.. sobz... Posted by Hello

realli cooL lookin huski at the game stalls.. hahaha.. too bad i cldn't win it back home... Posted by Hello

cashmere goat~!! Posted by Hello

sorry abit out of focus ah this picture... but the ram look so cute.. hahah.. can't help but take a picture of it... Posted by Hello

and the end result~ ALOT of delicious cookies.. hahah.. though i dun realli like chocolate.. they taste good and i bough a cup of freshly baked, still hot cookies to eat... yUm~ Posted by Hello

mayb u all have heard of the brand Arnotts? they have this mobile bakery at the carnival.. this are like "unbaked" chocolate teddies all moving into the giant oven~ Posted by Hello

they got some X-games sort of stuff there too...got bike,blades and skateboard.... didn't realli stay too long at this performance.. since X-games seemed much cooler~ Posted by Hello

phew.. finally catching up to recently... hahaha..went to the easter show yesterday, an annual carnival thingy in aus... and this was one of the thrill rides.. works like a vertical catapult, u sit in this small ball thingy and they shoot u up.. damn scary.... they claim u can feel 3g acceleration... Posted by Hello